Sometimes humanity just pisses me off. *sigh* Monday... the beginning of a week with no end in sight.

Had a pretty... crappy day today. A couple of girls I sit with at lunch, and one of the guys are supposedly trying to kick me out of the group. Which I don't get because I thought they liked me >_<. The conversation was basically like this:

Brendan: Ok, who agrees with me?
*most of the group raises their hand*
Beth: What are we agreeing to?
Brendan: Just raise your hand.
Me: What are we agreeing to, anyway? *refuses to raise hand*
Connor: They're trying to kick you out of the group.
Me: They are? *hurt*

Well, at least Connor's being nice to me (everyone else is acting like I'm a horrible person) and he stuck up for me and told me to refuse to leave, because they're just dicks.

And... my best friend was away today, so I didn't really have anyone to comfort me T^T. There's only a couple of people in my group that I don't like, but most of them I do like. And I know that there's some people who wanted want to kick me out (unless they were forced to or something)...

ugh. I don't know what's up with these girls. A few months ago i pissed them off with a small misunderstanding (accidentally sat in her seat and I didn't even KNOW she was going to sit there, jeez...) and it took ages to fix it, but i thought it was fixed... and now they're being bitchy to me. I don't know why. I haven't done anything to them or anyone else.

I don't really want to get kicked, because I don't have a lot of friends and I don't really want to hang out with one of my old friends, cause I really don't like her >_<

Hopefully they'll stop being bitches to me, and this whole thing will get sorted out.
I've felt depressed and hurt ever since they did that, and that was around 11:30 am....

Well, enough bitching/angsting for now. I'm going to go and drown my sorrow in chocolate and gothic angst poetry.

Lyrics for today:
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
-Evanescence-