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Friday, October 27, 2006
Very sad for a friend right now... She broke up with her boyfriend today. And cried. A lot. She said the "spark was gone", and she just wanted to be friends. I want to kick myself because I stayed home today, and I could have been there to comfort her. >_< I just want to hug her for ages.... When i was talking to her I thought it was something I'd said or done... for a while I've been saying "Dump him. You don't know anything about him, he never compliments you without you complimenting him first, and he's not really interested in you." Connor was saying stuff like that too, but I didn't really want her to broke up with him because of someone I'd said. And they'll still be friends.... so everything should turn out ok. God, I feel awful for her >_< ... *sigh* well, in other news; I spent most of today reading. I read (and finished) Care Factor Zero by Margaret Clark (I think...), and now I'm reading Kiki Strike: Inside The Shadow City by Kirsten Miller. *heart* GREAT book. I fell in love with it on the first page. I recommend these two books. Great to read on those rainy weekend day with nothing better to do. In OTHER news: If you follow my devArt account you'd know about my comic "Taking Over Me" or TOM for short. It's been mentioned in here a couple of times. Well, rewriting the script. I've run out of room in my sketchbook as well... Basically, I was inspired by Kiki Strike the book I'm reading, to write something better. Depending on the time I get, I should have the first few chapters done in a few weeks.... Well, I think that's all. Laters.
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Monday, October 16, 2006
Sometimes humanity just pisses me off. *sigh* Monday... the beginning of a week with no end in sight. Had a pretty... crappy day today. A couple of girls I sit with at lunch, and one of the guys are supposedly trying to kick me out of the group. Which I don't get because I thought they liked me >_<. The conversation was basically like this: Brendan: Ok, who agrees with me? *most of the group raises their hand* Beth: What are we agreeing to? Brendan: Just raise your hand. Me: What are we agreeing to, anyway? *refuses to raise hand* Connor: They're trying to kick you out of the group. Me: They are? *hurt* Well, at least Connor's being nice to me (everyone else is acting like I'm a horrible person) and he stuck up for me and told me to refuse to leave, because they're just dicks. And... my best friend was away today, so I didn't really have anyone to comfort me T^T. There's only a couple of people in my group that I don't like, but most of them I do like. And I know that there's some people who wanted want to kick me out (unless they were forced to or something)... ugh. I don't know what's up with these girls. A few months ago i pissed them off with a small misunderstanding (accidentally sat in her seat and I didn't even KNOW she was going to sit there, jeez...) and it took ages to fix it, but i thought it was fixed... and now they're being bitchy to me. I don't know why. I haven't done anything to them or anyone else. I don't really want to get kicked, because I don't have a lot of friends and I don't really want to hang out with one of my old friends, cause I really don't like her >_< Hopefully they'll stop being bitches to me, and this whole thing will get sorted out. I've felt depressed and hurt ever since they did that, and that was around 11:30 am.... Well, enough bitching/angsting for now. I'm going to go and drown my sorrow in chocolate and gothic angst poetry. Lyrics for today: Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again -Evanescence-
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
Had this weird dream last night. I was at home and rummaging through my wardrobe and I found this game... and it had something to do with deviantArt >> I installed it on my computer and the demo started up... and I had to enter my screenname (on deviantArt) and my persona would come up. It's one of those games where you do missions and collect stuff and whatnot. And, Mag (fortheloveofpizza) was there, and I had to do a mission for her and her girlfriend, Rinacat >> It was so weird, but before I could actually start playing the game, I woke up. TT__TT It looked so cool. And ringaneko, and a lot of people I know were there... In other news, I'm hellbent on spending the rest of today (and quite possibly tomorrow) watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Ha. Starting from the first season... so it'll take... I dunno ages... to watch it. :/ yeah.... Well, that's pretty much it for now. Um, if you watch me on devArt, I'll be submitting some pages of TOM (when I'm not so lazy to do it >>)
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
Current Lyrics: I am more then you will see, I am more than you will need, I am more than you will see, more than wanted. -Vanessa Carlton- Well, my holidays are almost over. School starts up on Monday. YAY. JOY. HAPPY HAPPY DAY. Highlight of my LIFE. Well, it's not all bad. At least I can see my friends again. Anyways. Going to see a movie with a couple of my friends tomorrow. (Actually I'm only going because my best friend is going). We're seeing that Stormbreaker movie, you know, the one about that 14 year old spy kid. GAWD, how I despise those movies (after watching that one with Frankie Muniz). But, we're supposedly "shopping" afterwards. Yet, the place we're going to has SHIT cinemas. Hmm. There was something else I wanted to post but I can't remember. I'll update if I remember it. Enough angst for this post. Working on a new comic right now. (I would be practicing my guitar, BUT one string broke and I need that for like every chord >_<) "Taking Over Me". It was hard to decide on a good title, so I went with this one (which I was going to use for a comic strip, only I suck at those, so I decided to reuse the title. It's also inspired by an Evanescence song.) It's basically about two girls, and their blossoming romance. It was inspired by one of my fave webcomics: Girly . Here's a quick summary (which I'm making up right now XP. MAY CONTAIN SPOLIERS. I'll write something decent when I'm not half asleep): Girl meets Girl. Girl falls in love and hits Girl with a giant mallet (and other random objects! =D). Sage meets Anastasia Badeau (known as "Rim" or "Ani" <- Sage's nickname for her, thanks to her childhood) and falls in love with her. She gets her attention by hitting her with a giant mallet. It takes a while, before realising she loves her back. Sage loves adventure and often drags Ani to them, and Sage is always happy to protect her sidekick. Whether from Fang (who is always talking about his penis and asking Ani out) or from Le chasseur des femmes (he "pleasures" women, if you get my drift...). At first, Anastasia is unsure of how she feels about Sage. Sage is a cute, but always hyper and caffine high, eccentric person. Ani is sarcastic, cynical and moody. Their relationship is kept secret, because Anastasia is too scared of people finding out, and her parents would find out... and let's just say her life would be fucked from there. Hmm. Shit summary. Well, I'm half asleep and about to be kicked off this computer... so I'll leave you with a pic of Ani.  Go and visit my devArt account here
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
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