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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

<3

Chantal and Krystal
Sitting on a couch
K-I-S-S-I-N-G (ouch)
First comes love
Then comes a non-legal civil marriage
Then comes an adopted Chinese baby in a baby carriage.

:\ Didn't flow as nicely as I thought it would.

*** random thougths @ 2:58 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

I'm really pissed off at my dad now.

Either he ignores me and takes no interest in me, or he screams and yells and swears at me. I like it better when he ignores me.

The main reason I hate him right now? That's easy. I have this condition called Low Muscle Tone which means my muscles aren't very strong. I'm not really frail, I'm a lot stronger than when I was younger, but I'm not very strong. I can't even exercise properly because of my athsma (ugh. spelling's off today -.-) and I get wheezy and can't breathe... so... yeah :|.

Anyways, I vaccumed my room (and thought I did a pretty good job) and dad starts yelling at me and saying I didn't do it WHEN I DID and I told him that Daniel (my brother) could vouch for me. Then he starts yelling that I can't vacuum properly. Wtf. I do it every single FUCKING DAY D<.

He doesn't understand that it's too hard for me to vacuum carpets. I use too much energy that I need for other things. I don't have much upper body strength so it's pretty difficult for me. Don't pity me. I don't want that. I'm not that fragile either. I'm pretty strong emotionally.

Well, my cat's hungry and it's hard to type with him on my lap.

*** random thougths @ 4:25 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Well, I've fallen that's for sure.

Today I left for class earlier than usual so I could get my jacket out of my locker along with my textbook, so I took the shortcut cause I'm lazy (which is past the art block, tuckshop, etc) and I stopped to see what these seniors were doing.

There were four orange arrows on the ground pointing to one spot in the middle and a bunch of coins. So I asked what they were doing. I'm very curious. Never found out what they were doing :\.

Girl: Just keep walking. (she said it in a nice way, though)
Chantal: ... You people are freaky.

And then Krystal (... fuck. I just said her name) came out.

Krystal: Come here, please.
Chantal: Um, ok. (freaking out cause she has a crush on her)
((Krystal draws a smile face on Chantal's right hand, and an 'X' on her left hand))

I thought she was going to pull me in closer and kiss me. (that's what I wanted her to do anyway. Also, in my mind I call her Krys :3)

That made my day sooooo much better (I was having a really shit day). I mean, it wasn't much but it made me that much happier. Plus, I think she brushed my hand/s at one point, so my face was really red. I was trying so hard not to blush.

After I walked away I made up all these conversations they had when I left like:

Girl: That kid has a major crush on you, you know that?
(I couldn't work out what Krystal would have said to this -.-)

Anyways, this post is way too long for a ten-second encounter.

Another good thing about this was: it proved to me that she is really nice (I knew she was, cause I talked to her in Art cause she was in there when I came in at 4th period), which makes me happy.

That's all for now. I'll keep you folks posted.

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*** random thougths @ 5:48 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007

This title makes me think of YU+ME. There's this one part where Fiona's leaning back on her chair, and Lia says she'll fall and Fiona says she's already fallen. Great comic. Go read it.

ANYWAY, to the point.

I'm worked myself up over this girl now. I'll probably end up with a broken heart again, but what's left to break really? But I'm not untouchable, I know.

I learnt her name at least.

It's funny 'cause the other day I was telling myself that she was toxic and I shouldn't fall in love. Funny how things never work how you want, huh?

I still don't know if she's serious about me or not. She's pretty nice.

UGH. Stupid mind. Stupid love. Stupid damn Mondays.

I'm not even making sense anymore. *shakes head*.

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*** random thougths @ 7:21 PM