I'm really pissed off at my dad now.
Either he ignores me and takes no interest in me, or he screams and yells and swears at me. I like it better when he ignores me.
The main reason I hate him right now? That's easy. I have this condition called Low Muscle Tone which means my muscles aren't very strong. I'm not
really frail, I'm a lot stronger than when I was younger, but I'm not very strong. I can't even exercise properly because of my athsma (ugh. spelling's off today -.-) and I get wheezy and can't breathe... so... yeah :|.
Anyways, I vaccumed my room (and thought I did a pretty good job) and dad starts yelling at me and saying I didn't do it WHEN I DID and I told him that Daniel (my brother) could vouch for me. Then he starts yelling that I can't vacuum properly. Wtf. I do it every single FUCKING DAY D<.
He doesn't understand that it's too hard for me to vacuum carpets. I use too much energy that I need for other things. I don't have much upper body strength so it's pretty difficult for me. Don't pity me. I don't want that. I'm not that fragile either. I'm pretty strong emotionally.
Well, my cat's hungry and it's hard to type with him on my lap.
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