Although, this time, I may be wrong. I must be wrong this time, cause you broke apart when you saw me. Which means you either like me back, or someone told you that I liked you. Even though I didn't tell anyone I liked you. Was it THAT obvious?
Maybe you didn't know? Maybe no one told you? Or maybe you guessed?
Or did my face say it all? I was trying so hard to hide it, though.
-sigh-
But you're the kind of person who doesn't care if someone gets hurt. Well, that's the way you act.
Don't break my heart. I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me.
I brought her Housework Songs CD and my brother brought her some new socks (she really needed some) and some chocolate and Dad brought her a crystal. It was a kitten swatting at a ball of wool :3.
And she got a book and some soaps from some friends.
And we're going out to the local Thai restaurant for dinner.
I'm going to rent Imagine Me & You today. Discovered the video store down the road has it :3.
I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt I worked as a roadie or something in a huge studio, and it was utter chaos in there. Lots of people running around, panicking, yelling the show was about to start.
And I had a black cat (I do have one in real life) and he kept coming in and trying to get on stage or whatever. So I had to keep running after him and putting him outside. But he kept getting back in. I have no idea how, but he did.
That's all I remember from it.
And I had another weird dream Friday night. I dreamt I was racing a V8 car and my brother was too; and we were racing each other. It's especially weird since I hate sport, especially V8's.
I keep having weird dreams. Which is totally fine by me. I wonder if those dreams meant anything... I hope not.
Ok, so my idea is about this girl called Aithne. Nobody ever takes her seriously so she’s sleeping her life away. And this new girl comes into her class called Aemilia, and they strike up a friendship.
They hang out like friends do: they go to the mall, go to football matches, go to movies together...
Everything’s totally fine until one day they’re walking home from a football match and upon crossing the street Aemilia is hit by a car, and is badly injured and falls into a coma.
Aithne spends all day and all night beside Aemilia. Just sitting there waiting for her to wake up. Her friends and family start worrying about her, as she’s not eating or sleeping properly. Things start to turn worse for her when the doctors announce Aemilia’s health is declining. Aithne starts to spend even more time at Aemilia’s bed instead of sleeping and eating right. The doctors start warning Aithne that she will end up in hospital if she doesn’t stop, maybe even the morgue.
So that's all I've got right now. I'm trying to figure out how to wrap this up without going on about boring things or making this too long because I haven't even begun to discuss films/action figures/games/etc...
Ugh. This is giving me a headache... I'll work on this tomorrow. Right now... I'm gonna work on some posters.
So, I've got this assignment in English. About Anime.
Basically we came up with an idea and pitch it to the class, and talk about action figures/films/games/etc... y'know, all the merchandise stuff.
I'm not really sure what mine is yet, but it's basically about this girl called Aithne (yes, I'm lazy and re-using an old character, but she seemed so perfect for this) who spends all her time sleeping, until she meets this girl (I'm not sure what to call her yet) who changes her world. So I'm calling it The Dreamer.
I know, it's been done before. Whatever. I don't care. I don't.
And check this out:
8D. I love my Photion. So try the quiz. It's fun. http://www.goldencompassmovie.com/?12860
For the past week I've been FREEZING MY ASS off. Nobody EVER shuts the stupid windows/doors, and there's no heat in the house, so it's really REALLY cold.
And my parents wonder why I'm walking with my winter coat, double pairs of socks, scarfs, beanies, etc. *shakes head*. Why aren't THEY cold? o_O?
Gotta get my eyes tested. *unimportant piece of information*.
Lyrics for today:
You say we're not responsible But we are, we are You wash your hands And come out clean But fail to recognize the enemies within
... is tomorrow >>. YAY. ((Chantal's an atheist in case you didn't guess)).
I haven't updated in a while... BUT, I have a decent excuse (this time)! I've been out all day (9-3) for the last coupla days and upon arriving home I've been too tired to draw. So I watch The Young Ones or Jane and the Dragon.
GAWD, I'm so obsessed with Jane and the Dragon lately <3. Awesome show. The voice actors are actually GOOD (since I've heard very few good english voice actors) 8D. And it's funny. Anyways, I will be drawing again (I've started some drawings already, but they need to be inked and coloured). Might hang out with some buds this hol'days... y'know, actually being social. (which I'm clearly not). Also, I've been mentally kicking myself for the past week. Because last Friday was the last day Krystal was at school, and I had PLENTY of chances to give her my number/email but I DIDN'T.
((flashback to another magical Chantal and Krystal moment)) ((Chantal is eating lunch on a bench outside of the art block - her home away from home)) ((Krystal suddenly sits down next to her. Really close to her)) Krystal: You're nervous. Or scared. Either one. ((Chantal is blushing. Heavily)) Chantal: You're weird, you know that? (inner dialogue: But I like weird). Krystal: Uh-huh! 8D Krystal: Well, bye! ((walks away))
Later that day... Chantal's inner dialogue: Idiot! Idiotidiotidiot!! You had SOOO many chances to ask her out! Or at least invite her over like friends do! But NOOOOOOO! Could have at least given her YOUR NUMBER! Idiot! ((mentally kicking self))
>>; I think I've stretched this journal long enough.
Friday, August 17, 2007